Terrible

This is Terrible!!!

So its been a while I know I am suppose to be updating or like sticking with my blog. But sometimes its just hard and I know that were all busy, although I try some days. I just don't have a computer for to be on it all the time. I mean I do have a life apart from this. oh well I have no time just making sure to be updated.

sincerely,

Veronica f.

A Loving Care

 A Loving Care

So this week I have been interning at my uncles company. Its been a really good learning experience I mean I feel comfortable working and being in a new environment. I know as a person I'm really good at adapting to different types of situations and being on my game. Sometimes I love improvising, but still still love when I am being in situations that I know I have a feel for I guess. Well not really I guess just knowing a certain topic or just anything in general. I just do better when I am very strongly confident in something I am doing or working on. I love to do things head on, but as of right now I am still in the learning processes. I'm just going to give myself this month and be next month I will be working non-stop and be able to give something into the company. An next year as I am going to be 19 in September hopefully be running my on store or area I guess you could say.

Veronica F.

6 Weeks In

College Life

              So It's been six weeks for me going to college now. I think its just been really crazy I know I haven't posted anything until now, but I just need to share this. I got a job at McDonald's that I have been working for at least six months now and well I am quitting in two weeks because I got a better job. I think it was a great experience for me and I meet a lot of people and became real good friends with some of them. My best friend now thats a guy is Rocky. I work with him but he is so nice to me and I like him he is like a brother to me. He reminds me a lot of my brother Fili. They're similar in ways although he can be very depressing sometimes I try to be a good friend. Sometimes I get tired of his issues because he is like a girl with so much drama and I just don't need that in my life. I try my hardest to be nice I did make it a goal of mine, but he just makes me want to beat him. I've watched a lot of movies, I mean a lot. Lately, I've just been watching KOREAN movies. I love it so much its ridiculous! Anyways, my college life is going alright I mean I've been slacking a lot recently and I just need to stop that and change my bad habits. I try so much but I can't I just feel depressed I have to go talk to my doctor. I don't know whats going with me. I've been feeling really weird lately and I just don't know whats going on with my body anymore. I have two classes and I mean there not hard, but I just need to focus because I'm all over the place and my mind isn't thinking I'm just in a different place all the time. I have about three more months till the school semester is over and I just really need to pull it together. I hope for the best and that I am not in the situation I am now and much more focused as well organized.

Kayin Fritz

You've become one of my good friends.

Its sad that our time here is going to end.

I love that you're so laid back.

Yeah, I know this for a fact.

Remember I'm always in town,

So don't let anyone put you down.

Your special in your own way.

So never change not even for a day.

I love that I can talk to you about anything.

An for you any song I'll sing.

 I love your eyes and that smile.

It's perfect suit, because I think your really cute.

You'll always be in my heart.

An to me your a work of art.

Never forget me, as I won't you.

Love to be loved

Sitting alone in the dark.

Its like the trees at night, with its broken pieces of bark.

Its almost like getting your heart ripped out fro underneath you.

Yet, you have nothing left inside to put on a rough show.

Fire and water are worst enemies.

Which isn't a good mix.

It can't be right and isn't a great fix.

 Oh, how you would wish what could have been.

I mean were all filled with wicked sin.

We can't change the past.

It seems everything was like a road that went to fast.

The way we had that look for each-other.

Loved to beloved.

Looking for her

Its hard when you fall for someone. That makes your heart run. You know you get tired of getting your heartbroken. An there's completely no words to be unspoken. An your always trying to find a door that opens. You try to do your best and you can't even take a days rest. Love is confusing, yet really amusing. When your with that person its like a song. An its like nothings even wrong. So when you take her hand, that's when you'll speak the turth. There will be no judgement in her eyes. An thats so hard to find. Because the way she's going to make you feel like your finally something real. Even if it takes so much inches, you would run miles. I don't know who, but keep looking for her.

When I watch you

When I watch you

So sweet like a precious baby

Yummy, poured in the scent

Of lavender an a hint of caramel

or

When I watch you

In your ordinary fly kicks

With the matching color and pattern

Keeping, a very close eye on me

Like a mother bird to her babies

I say

When I watch you

You sweet honest to God of a man

Who use to be all trouble and no good in

The past years

"I love you!"

For your change of heart

"I love you!"