A LIFE NOT TO DIE FOR

Journal entry 6:
I'm so confused right now I've been having trouble focusing on school work and other stuff in my life. Its crazy how everything seems so weird you know. I'm in my student government class waiting to get things  done and just trying to get things back on track. Well thats all I have for today. Till this afternoon.
Always,
Veronica f.

A LIFE NOT TO DIE FOR

journal entry 5:

This computer is so dumb I had a full paragraph of things I wrote and they were all erased. I don't even remember what I was writing about. Sometimes I get so mad but anyways I love colten dixon I hope he makes it on american idol a big fan I am. Yesterday I went to the hospital with my mom and it was crazy it made me realize how much I would miss her if anything was to happen. I love her so much and don't know what I would do if she wasn't by my side. Our generation my not see how are parents have worked hard so that us kids could live the life they didn't live. An I'm glad that my mom is my mom because she raised me well and I will always thank her for that raising me and my brothers and sister.

always,

Veronica f.



A LIFE NOT TO DIE FOR

journal entry 4:

I'm sitting here with nothing to do because I'm like done with all my homework. I feel like nothing is really the same you know. I was just browsing the internet for future colleges and there was so much. I've always had UCLA at the top of my list for the college I've wanted to go to. I remember when I use to be 6 and I wanted to grow up so bad and now being 16 my life seems like it just flashed before my eyes. I can't believe all of this is happening and I can only be sure that I like be where ever my mom is. 

always,

Veronica f.

A LIFE NOT TO DIE FOR

journal entry 3:
I feel so bad I mean I got into it with my brother today it was so annoying. We both never fight I mean our relationship is like a love hate thing. I don't I'm so confused lately its been a while since I've written on my blog so I'm going to be fully committed to this because this whole day has been a drag. I didn't even go to school today because I woke up late and just decided not to go. Is it such a bad thing I mean I want to get into a good college and make my mom proud of me. I just don't like things being handed to me. I like to earn it by myself because having someone else give it to me feels like am getting the easy way. I feel like moving away from this cold place. I want a new scenery so I can just chill for a while. I need to get myself a boyfriend. I'm so dumb at times I just caught up in stuff that don't really matter. well until later!
always,
Veronica f.

A LIFE NOT TO DIE FOR

Journal entry 2:

So this week has gone by really fast I think.

Its been really nice going back to school and but still it really isn't the same without my best friend Tina. I miss her so much its crazy I mean I see her everyday but without her at school its different.

Also my mom isn't back and its just been me and my other siblings. I see now how some kids go without there parents and how it could be really hard. I'm like the biggest moms girl in the world because I can't last a day without seeing her and since shes over there in Samoa I'm like going insane just missing her. I'm the type of girl who gets home sick very fast and like I could only be good for an hour and then I want to go back home and know it may seem dumb but I just operated that way. So till tomorrow.

Always
Veronica f.

A LIFE NOT TO DIE FOR

journal entry 1:

                                 So it's been a good start to 2012 so far. It's amazing how my little cousin Ina is writing her own book. I wish I could finish mine but I don't know what the world would say. Will they like it or not I'm not really sure if its even possible for me to even feel this way. So right now I'm going to start these daily journal entries so I hope you guys read. I just feel like this day has been so crazy and good-bye 2011. So until next time.

 always,

Veronica f.