A LIFE NOT TO DIE FOR

journal entry 3:
I feel so bad I mean I got into it with my brother today it was so annoying. We both never fight I mean our relationship is like a love hate thing. I don't I'm so confused lately its been a while since I've written on my blog so I'm going to be fully committed to this because this whole day has been a drag. I didn't even go to school today because I woke up late and just decided not to go. Is it such a bad thing I mean I want to get into a good college and make my mom proud of me. I just don't like things being handed to me. I like to earn it by myself because having someone else give it to me feels like am getting the easy way. I feel like moving away from this cold place. I want a new scenery so I can just chill for a while. I need to get myself a boyfriend. I'm so dumb at times I just caught up in stuff that don't really matter. well until later!
always,
Veronica f.

A LIFE NOT TO DIE FOR

Journal entry 2:

So this week has gone by really fast I think.

Its been really nice going back to school and but still it really isn't the same without my best friend Tina. I miss her so much its crazy I mean I see her everyday but without her at school its different.

Also my mom isn't back and its just been me and my other siblings. I see now how some kids go without there parents and how it could be really hard. I'm like the biggest moms girl in the world because I can't last a day without seeing her and since shes over there in Samoa I'm like going insane just missing her. I'm the type of girl who gets home sick very fast and like I could only be good for an hour and then I want to go back home and know it may seem dumb but I just operated that way. So till tomorrow.

Always
Veronica f.

A LIFE NOT TO DIE FOR

journal entry 1:

                                 So it's been a good start to 2012 so far. It's amazing how my little cousin Ina is writing her own book. I wish I could finish mine but I don't know what the world would say. Will they like it or not I'm not really sure if its even possible for me to even feel this way. So right now I'm going to start these daily journal entries so I hope you guys read. I just feel like this day has been so crazy and good-bye 2011. So until next time.

 always,

Veronica f.

to give love but not be loved

Once I give love like two perfect gloves.

Nothing to hide yet love you cannot buy.

 In you I abide oh I will not love for a lie.

Something seems of sense so

see it through the fence

I'll always love you so I will always do.

No one is fair yet I will care.

I see you sweet gift from God.

You're nothing and not odd.

I'm very much afraid but my love is like a ocean shall obey.

The feeling of this yet not bliss.

I'm aware so do not dare.

I'll love you forever and ever 

Till were together.

2 give love but not be loved.

Loving For Love To Fade Away

I fell into deep and sudden.

Once in a while we get it stolen.

I was trapped with no where to go.

An yet I wanted to take it slow.

 I thought what we had was special.

When you said it was over you made it official.

I love you more and more again.

It would be really hard if we were just friends.

Our journey together will always be here.

So I will never love again and be in fear.

Time and time we have our share of tear.

So my love for you will stay.

But yet slowly fade away. 

Love Hurts

I met a boy I love so well

He loves me and I can tell

He hold my hand and kissed me

He said that hell set me free

One day he sat a girl on his knee

He told her things that he never told me

I came home with a heavy heart

Wondering should we be apart

My dad came home asking for me, he asked my mom, Where could she be?

On the stairs he stepped

And the door he broke

 He saw me hanging on a rope

He got a knife and cut me down

And on the ground a note was found

Note:

Dig a grave, dig it deep

Place a statue on my feet

On the top, place a dove

To tell the world that I died for love.

polynesian people

For my Polynesian people are always singing songs any and everywhere.

Their always loud and aren't afraid to show their talents,

loving each other like family, but a little sensitive.

For my Polynesian people who are very goofy and love to eat a lot. knowing each other from Samoa of Hawaii and made other places all have unique personalities and all different ages.

For my Polynesian people who dress average meaning fob, but put their own style into it. Sometimes they are annoying, but still funny and are very talkative and laugh for the most stupidest reasons.

For my Polynesian people who get along sometimes and share with each other, knowing

some are bipolar while others are having fun and getting in trouble because they were

 acting dumb or getting smart with an adult.

For my Polynesian people from the ghetto like waia'nae, low rise, kpt full of Crips, camp 4 full of bloods,

but are the same culture and represent different colors are all lost and still they've known each other from some where are against each other because of the paths they've choose with drive byes, killings, robbers, and worse risking their lives everyday.