Its a new start for me

I know everybody does their whole new years resolution every beginning of the year on the first of every January because its what we as human beings always do. Its like a tradition you know. As for me well I believe that every time school is about to beginning that's when my new years happens. I mean I have never been so sure of myself because this year is going to be different. Its MY SENIOR year and I'm going to make the best of it because unlike the other three years of my high school life and so forth I want to get the heck out of this cold icy place. I think its going to be a year to remember and you know something I just feel like we should do something everyday that we would never do I mean isn't it a challenge for you. I might not be a superstar but I'm shining like there's nothing stopping me from winning GOLD! I have many dreams and goals in my life but for right now I'm just thinking of graduating the top of my class and with my friends that I started my freshmen year with and to get into a good college. Till further more I'ma go and yeah!

Always,

Veronica F.

A LIFE NOT TO DIE FOR

Journal Entry 13:

Hey world, So his morning I found out that I can't go to Florida because my mom said I can't. I mean this sucks! Oh and the money I made yeah my papa is going to keep it which pissed me off because I love him but I worked for that money. An did I tell you that guy that I like is so handsome. I can't get him out of mind. Although, yesterday when I got home my little niece was playing with my hot pink nail polish and she wasted it all because it all came out and was all over my shoes. I was so mad after that because it just made me furious but I love her and shes just two years old. I mean what can you do. Well, till next time!

Always,

Veronica F.

A LIFE NOT TO DIE FOR

Journal Entry 12:

Hey WORLD, well I am fundraising money these last weeks of June because I'm going on a trip to Orlando, Florida. I'm trying to get around $800 something so I can pay for my fair and I just hope I can go. It would mean the world to me, so I put up two Ads. One is for a Bake sale and the other is for My business of me willing to do anything for you any chores of things you can get done or don't have time to do any more. Although, it will be a lot of work but I am willing to do for the money I am trying to earn to go on my trip! So wish me good like and hopefully I can be typing one of my entries from Florida. Till tomorrow!!!

Always,

Veronica F.

A LIFE NOT TO DIE FOR

Journal Entry 11:

Hey, so today has been going good so far. I don't know if its just me, but I feel like all the other Polynesian kids here at East high are very judge mental because today I chose to wear my red lipstick. I mean I look good in this color because it matches my skin color you know. I think I just need to calm down a little. Oh my goodness did I mention that my other half came back yesterday which would be my cousin Tina. An I'm so happy that its Friday so I can try to get a job for my senior year and hopefully pay for my own things instead of me asking my mom or older siblings. I'm eating so Mamba right now which is a type of candy if your wondering. Although, I'm still trying to pass my online class which is earth science I know its just a science elective okay. I took it so that I know I'll get credit for it. So that's all for today till next time.

Always,

Veronica F.

A LIFE NOT TO DIE FOR

Journal Entry 10:

Gosh! I need to keep up with my blog.
(LOL) I know my voice my not be important but right now I'm in summer school for the third time in a row. I mean it's for good reason because I'm taking the last three classes I need to graduate. Although I'm scared a little you know because whats going to happen after I graduate will I go to college? I'm not sure I mean my dream college has been UCLA! An I want to go off after I graduate high school but I don't know if I can leave my mom, what will happen with her and who's going to help her with my brothers? I just worry sometimes. Oh well, I gotta go till next time!

Always,

Veronica F.

Nothing but Human!!

Sometimes I feel like the whole world is just spinning around and around.

I think that kids these days don't even understand what the meaning of friend ship is. Yesterday I felt

so hurt when I was trying to get my guy friend to sign my petition because I'm running for student body Vice President and I was so upset because he denied me and said "your samoan you'll never get any where." It hurt my feelings so much I mean he use to be so nice when I first met him he was never like that and then I just went to my last period for the day. Which meaninglessly I have the same class as him. WOW! what a true friend right.. I just need some time to think.
always,
Veronica F.

A LIFE NOT TO DIE FOR

Journal Entry 9:

I can't believe it i mean MURPHY said YES! I'm so happy I'm going to the dance with him. I feel like sometimes its to good to be true. Like this whole school I felt like I was crazy because I haven't been going to sleep til about 2 or 3 in the morning you know. I just have a feeling that he might stand me up and I'm going to look totally stupid which would be really upsetting. Today at school my friend Anna asked the guy she likes Nathen to the dance and he made her get on her knees and said yes in front of everybody. Then a few minutes later he when pull her to the side and said NO! Like what the HELL is wrong with guys like make up your freaking mind. Girls take a chance and then guys like Nathen should just get nothing good. But what ever that is not my problem although I feel so sorry : ( well til next time.

always,

Veronica F.